Fate

Advanced spirit she said.

A higher power sent to man.

Spread light and source self alignment.

It's your purpose bestowed to man.

Your intuition and clairvoyance is strong.

You knew before knowing.

You were never wrong.

A sensitive you are.

Your mind is your power.

Enlightened you are.

Yet I walk around lost every hour.

Wondering why it's always been this way.

I am to spread light (love) and source self alignment.

And I always did before I knew the way.

Yet in so much pain.

Sick from being in love.

I know I shouldn't feel this way.

It's misery.

It's aching.

I should accept my fate.

Maybe then I won't feel this way.

It's my purpose to love every human being.

Even when I hate.

But to have this one.

I won't in return.

Will never be my filled desire.

This one perfect person.

Whose at this moment is fixing to see the way.

I won't be the guide no longer.

I just brought him to the gate.

I guess all that matters is,

I did my purpose and shown him the way.

Maybe back home on the Otherside I can have one.

To be with the person you're in love with.

Because here on planet Earth,

I'm not in love with the ones who love me.

and I, always in love with the ones who don't love me.

I lost him today.

Three in a row to those little white lines.

Whom I told in the beginning it will end this way.

Belittled, hated and pushed away.

A sickening battle of love.