My demon
I have a demon and his name is methamphetamine.
I love my kid to death but methamphetamine is calling me.
I never understood how a person could love methamphetamine more than the little being they gave life to be.
Here I am sitting in a situation where I see and now all eyes are on me.
The only person I have to help me make sure I come to be who I really am meant to be uses methamphetamine.
So here I am now on red code and the demon is calling me.
Use methamphetamine in between you're piss test but that number 12:34 a.m. keeps showing it's face to me.
In early August the lady asked of me, what would cause you to relapse and I thought I'm better than methamphetamine.
Here I am and I'm no different from the others that sit in front of me.
Now I see why methamphetamine is hard for me to let go of even though my kid means the world to be.
But does she really if I'm having to fight this demon called methamphetamine.
I don't want to be in this category of users who can't fight this demon methamphetamine.
All I must do is everytime this demon shows it's face to me is realize I know the purpose of methamphetamine and it's only to take me under and keep my life from me.
Hello.I’m Aaron…a solo Luciferian,poet/writer living in Ann Arbor.I’ve been through many falls in order to rise.Remanifest and take your Will back!You are a high frequency star already.Bold,brilliantly dark-you are my human ideal of Babalon’s daughter and the Red Goddess reflected.I’ve never seen a woman like you and my antinomian seeking ass has been everywhere😈Indulgence without compulsion sexy remember.You obviously love(your magic is high)and it hurts you destroying your child and yourself yet you’re a slave.Claim your will back.Annihilate your urge to let meth maya subjugate your will by dying metaphorically.Change the current you pull from.I’ve seen terrible shit with meth…people very close to me.It will destroy you my red head queen.My path has been very dark indeed and because of it I shine brighter.Do what thou will!!!If you want to talk further please email me at ajlitwriter@gmail.com I know in this Kali Yuga isolated age that probably won’t happen but keep writing and act on what you know must be done.Electrify the world with your gift-glorify our new age.😈❤️🍂🎃🌕🌑
ReplyDeleteWould love to know how things are going on this one a year after the post. Hopefully you still use this page and post. I have had similar experiences. Would love to chat sometime if you want. Txchasxx@gmail.com
ReplyDeleteI've just recently been following your page.I feel the LHP calling me again even though Ive become a Christian again. I do this dance back n forth between the two. I have to pick a side soon. I just strted reading your poetry tonight and it spoke to me. I have mostly been clean form meth for about 5 years witha couple of small relapses in between. I was really struggling with wanting to use meth today. Almost did, there is no mistake that I stubled upon your poetry tonight. Not that youd ever want to randomly chat with someone who commented on your poety, but If I can be of any encouragement, I will be. There is life after meth. Fuck its a battle though.
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